Life

Life doesn't give you happiness for nothing ..

 lifes takes a lot of what your life quota

hours, days and years of your life ..

 moments over moments 

days over days 

passed and your tears still falling down 

when all your beliefs in love are going away one over one 

when you look for safety for love 

but all you find is a just a lot of pain and tears waiting for you

when you feeled like you were so happy, but suddenly, this moment goes away and every thing turn off 180 degree 

When a tears  set off your smile  .. 

when something were possible becames a dream 

when a hope inside you became just a nightmare

when you thought that every thing is ok then in a moment you saw again

and all you see just memories and pain everywhere 

when you draw your life plans 

than someone just comes and push all what did you draw away

when  you lose hope in everything around you

when lies fill in all your life 

when you lose your humain nature 

your kidness, your ability to believe, to distinct between which is right and which is not 

when you lose your trust, your lovers ...

when people just change so hurry and you can't understand them 

when every thing changed but you wan't 

when the world around you turn off all light 

when good people became stars and charity as a moon light 

in a dark night

when you get that you are living with monsters,with a fake humains 

all you can do is to try to keep praying for a better world and to keep living lonely as much as possible  far from a such persons

waiting for your destiney waiting for your death day 

waiting the time when you can go away from this world 

to leave where you can find Your dreams 

where good people lives forever 

Where you can see Allah 

where every thing will be perfect inchallah 

because this Life is not for ever 

someday it gonna ends and just there everything will be ok for good people 

because there is an indian quote that said 

(every thing will be ok in the end if it's not ok it's not the end )

I'm not agree sometimes it ends in a bad way 

and sometimes it is just the way it shoul ends

bcause it doesn't matter how ever you can be mean

because someday you will just be judged over everthing and then it's not gonna ok

But, what ever it happened it still there is a chance
a chance to be better to change who you are to change what will do
to catch the hope
and just then you will meet happines ... the real happiness