A Moment Of Meditation

A Moment Of Meditation

And then,

All of a sudden,

You realize the beautiful innocence

You've been once,

But no longer,

The purity of the infant you were,

With all the blank spaces and the hopeful aspirations,

Full of life and full of love,

Coming through what we call this life ..

Confused in space and time, 

Like if you're just watching another child,

Questioning about how real you are, 

And trying to give some sense to this lapse of time in your life,

Between what you remember you were and the thing you've become,

And how closely to you both are,

And you remember that you're grown now,

And everything has grown too;

The heaviness of your life, 

Carefulness of the your mind,

And even everything around.

And you ask yourself,

How similar am i, 

To what i think i am?

Painting: Six persimmons by Mu Qi

Proficiency

Proficiency,
I was told to get you 
No matter how.
I toiled for you,
Days and nights, 
So you could come.

Proficiency, 
I was thirsty for you, 
So i drunk more than i should, 
I ate more than i could,
And then vomited it all ..

Proficiency, 
I was wrong,
I thought you were strong, 
But no,
It's all about me getting a form,
Without those dumb songs.
Me and myself making a storm,
That's how you should come ..

Proficiency,
I aimed for you,
They told me that's what i have to do,
So i played the chorus more than i should, 
And then all was down again ..

Proficiency, 
All the things were weird,
Until it all became clear,
It's not about fears,
It's about getting the right fit, 
In right time, 
Before it swirls ..

By: Jasmin Sma 

kindness by sylvia plath

Kindness by Sylvia Plath Kindness glides about my house. Dame Kindness, she is so nice! The blue and red jewels of her rings smoke In the windows, the mirrors Sugar can cure everything, so Kindness says. Are filling with smiles. What is so real as the cry of a child? A rabbit's cry may be wilder But it has no soul. Sugar is a necessary fluid, Its crystals a little poultice. O kindness, kindness Sweetly picking up pieces! My Japanese silks, desperate butterflies, May be pinned any minute, anesthetized. And here you come, with a cup of tea Wreathed in steam. The blood jet is poetry, There is no stopping it. You hand me two children, two roses.

Anatomy and Art

The inspiration from the human body and its particularites, and how it can change some actual notions about our bodies.  
I liked this quotation from her speech, it's so interesting to see.
  Nothig can elicit an emotional response from joy to complete disgust more than human body.
Vanessa Ruinz

The Pale Blue Dot

The Pale Blue Dot
" We succeeded in taking that picture, and, if you look at it, you see a dot. That's here. That's home. That's us. On it, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever lived, lived out their lives. The aggregate of all our joys and sufferings, thousands of confident religions, ideologies and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilizations, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every hopeful child, every mother and father, every inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every superstar, every supreme leader, every saint and sinner in the history of our species, lived there – on a mote of dust, suspended in a sunbeam.
The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that in glory and in triumph they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of the dot on scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner of the dot. How frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds. Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the universe, are challenged by this point of pale light.
[...] To my mind, there is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly and compassionately with one another and to preserve and cherish that pale blue dot, the only home we've ever known."
— Carl Sagan, speech at Cornell University, October 13, 1994

For those who can't see it.

Now that you have read it, and see it. What is your  feelings? your thoughts? 

Forgive & forget

Forgive doesn't mean Forget .. So plz don't misunderstand, I forgive anyone but never forget the fact that he did something unfair to me .. So just when i forgive you, don't wait for something else, don't expect that i will continue to be the person i used to be, don't think i'll treat you the way i did before, trust you the way i did before, or even talk with you the way i did before....'cause we both know that once a glass is broken, it can never be whole again ..

We are getting older so fast without even knowing the difference between days have gone and the days are going to come .. I'm not scared because i'm getting old only but also from loosing I am progressively  and irreversibly .. 

Life

Life doesn't give you happiness for nothing ..

 lifes takes a lot of what your life quota

hours, days and years of your life ..

 moments over moments 

days over days 

passed and your tears still falling down 

when all your beliefs in love are going away one over one 

when you look for safety for love 

but all you find is a just a lot of pain and tears waiting for you

when you feeled like you were so happy, but suddenly, this moment goes away and every thing turn off 180 degree 

When a tears  set off your smile  .. 

when something were possible becames a dream 

when a hope inside you became just a nightmare

when you thought that every thing is ok then in a moment you saw again

and all you see just memories and pain everywhere 

when you draw your life plans 

than someone just comes and push all what did you draw away

when  you lose hope in everything around you

when lies fill in all your life 

when you lose your humain nature 

your kidness, your ability to believe, to distinct between which is right and which is not 

when you lose your trust, your lovers ...

when people just change so hurry and you can't understand them 

when every thing changed but you wan't 

when the world around you turn off all light 

when good people became stars and charity as a moon light 

in a dark night

when you get that you are living with monsters,with a fake humains 

all you can do is to try to keep praying for a better world and to keep living lonely as much as possible  far from a such persons

waiting for your destiney waiting for your death day 

waiting the time when you can go away from this world 

to leave where you can find Your dreams 

where good people lives forever 

Where you can see Allah 

where every thing will be perfect inchallah 

because this Life is not for ever 

someday it gonna ends and just there everything will be ok for good people 

because there is an indian quote that said 

(every thing will be ok in the end if it's not ok it's not the end )

I'm not agree sometimes it ends in a bad way 

and sometimes it is just the way it shoul ends

bcause it doesn't matter how ever you can be mean

because someday you will just be judged over everthing and then it's not gonna ok

But, what ever it happened it still there is a chance
a chance to be better to change who you are to change what will do
to catch the hope
and just then you will meet happines ... the real happiness

Darkness and light's quote

Hi

“Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.” 

― Martin Luther King Jr., A Testament of Hope: The Essential Writings and Speeches

If we hate some people that hate us, that's not gonna solve the probleme 

we should try to love even when we are hated 

i said try because i know sometimes we just can't do it with some people that always are trying to drive us crazy 

QUOTE OF THE DAY

"Suffering is a gift. In it is hidden mercy." 
— Rumi

when we are tested by Allah in our lifes, our families, our healths, our dears and nears
That's mean we are the closer to Allah
that's why he choose us over millions and millions of people
he give us a chance to choose the paradise direction
by being satisfied and give him a mercy
than hoping for a better case

Prophyrias and Vampires

Hi

Vampires stories nowadays, became a passion. Series, movies and legends and even blogs and web sites who talks about vampires are successful. All of us have watched or rode at least one serie or legends . for example Twilight this famous movie ( of course you watched it at least the first season), vampires diaries … you watch and read about them but do you asked yourself once it’s real or no? if there something called vampire or no .. if this idea which is going on real or no.. or even where this comes from .. and the origins of a such ideas I know you are a little surprised but you will be more surprised after reading what’s going next. If I told that this is a little real but not totally.. There is an hypothesis that suggest that Porphyrias can be the origin of those ideas. But until now nothing has been official. Prophyrias or Prophyra is rare blood trouble that affect one from every 25 000 persons, caused by the absence of a necessary enzyme in the production of the heme of HG

Yasmine

Quote of the day

“Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us.” 

Jane Austin

Conception

  آ حيــآنآ نشعر أننا مميزون ... مختلفون عن البقية .. رغم اننــآ مثلهم

 ~|بل لا نختلف عنهم بشيئ فنحن كلنا ~ | بــ ،،  شـــ ،،  ر 

لكن إدرآكنــا لذواتنا هو من يدفعنا الى هذا الشعور 

لذلك أقول من يفهم نفسه جيدا و يدركها 

سيعرف حتما معنى الاختلاف الحقيقي 

و لا اعني هنا ذاك الاختلاف في الشكل او المال او النسب 

انما تلك القدرة على اكتشاف الاشياء من حولنا من دون الحاجة الى الآخر 

فعلا انها تميز داخلي 

 ... لا بد لنا من ان نبحث عنه 

في أعمـــآقنــآ

Sometimes, we feel that we are special .. differents of the others .. Although we are the same and even we don't differ them in any thing .. because we are all humains 

But our conceptions to our selves who make us feel this way 

that's why i always use to say this who understand his self well and realize it

he will know the real meaning of difference sure

and i don't mean here the difference of shapes, money, origins

but the power to discover the things around us without help from any body else 

it's really  an internal uniqueness 

that we should look for it inside our selves

  

Essay of mine: Feel Better

Hi everybody 

how are you today ?

i wish you are all happy .

i was trying with sony vegas to create something as a first essay of mine 

i just made this 

i wish you will like it 

as a first  essay 

and i promeses i'll do all what i can to be better 

i'm not gonna let you wait 

here is and don't laugh at me please 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Ll1UJS_Ekc

and most important feel better and don'tt let anybody make you sad or angry 

this is your life and you are not gonna let it pass when you are crying or losing you time thinking about someone who doesn't deserve 

always let people see the smile in your face 

Open-handed

Today i figured out that even when you've been open-handed with some people they becaome more pleasered but contrary with others they just became more greedy .

Yasmine 

What's goinig on ? What's happening in the world ....?

What's goinig on ? What's happening in the world ....? 

what the false that tose children made .. 

what a shame .. what a case we are in ...

what a bad feeling .. what a conscience ..

what a kinf of sin he made to be a mother and a father since he needs them 

what a safety he got to give it to her sister 

 what a crime they are doing  .. 

what the raison that make someone take a kid from his parents

 what he did do to act with him this way 

to act with him as an animal 

isn't a humain like you and i ..??

 is it a criminal ..? 

are you sure he or them 

what do you think when someone take your place , your country , 

your mother ,your father .. your sisters ans brothers 

when someone simply take all what do you have and let you outside 

are you gonna give him a kiss

are you gonna give him a hug ...??

when all people continue to live like nothing is happening 

like nobody is mistaken 

like they don't care 

when a kid of four years old become a man 

 a war's man .. became a fighter

when she's screaming and they are looking like she's crazy 

when she's calling for help and they are lauphing 

isn't the time to wake up ??

to open our eyes !!

when this women ... i don't know how to say it 

a women become a man .. a soldat without weapens 

a humain shield 

is that the place where all our grandparents live in ...

is it the place that Allah sends Adam (pbuh)to .. 

is it the green planet .. is it the super peaceful world we can get ever  ..

I don't understand why we made ourselves this way ? why we forget to be humains 

why we push out all our pity and kidness ..

why we shut up even when people, womens, kids ... are dying ..  are being killed by who 

by humains ...sorry i made a mistake they were humains 

they are monsters ... ghosts in a humains body 

fuck you people i won't wait any more i'll fight for me for them for every child for every women for every humain 

for everyone who have the right to feel better to have fun to pass his life in peace 

Their tears, their broken hopes, their freedom's and peaceful's Dreams 

they don't have nothing to do but a lot to give a lot to feel 

a lot to see a lot to years and years to setoff ..... to feel happiness  

to forget injustice

Chances..

life is not fair sometimes and chances are not given all the times ,

but that does not mean that you should give up . .

when a chance is not given to you ...

made your own chances because we are in the world of chances

& because sometimes waiting is too long

we should move on without waiting chances which we don't know if it will come or no ...

that's our world guys so let's realize our dreams right now ...without waiting help from any body else but only from Allah ..

Those Empty people who made this thing called a movie .. i don't care about them !!

because i think and i'm sure that they are nothing for me ..

because i believe that our prophet mohammed pbuh is higher than anybody of them.

it's enough for me that he is the last prophet ever !! he was the teacher of humain kind 

i don't know how did they have the audacity to do what they did 

at least, there is something called respect of religions 

i don't know even if they were people or devils

but what did i know that they are not humain 'cause i know that humains have respect which they haven't

you know what i did not watch those unreal pictures in this movie

and i'll never watch it

because they are just bad ignorants who doesn't deserve to show them any little value or respect

may be animals deserve it more than them

so that's only what i want to say

just not to lose time caring about them

just be strong follow Allah and your prophet

to be better Muslim for you for me and for the whole ummah

thanks for reading

i wiish someday our ummah wil be the first

but not by doing those fake refolutions and fake manifestations

by working by teaching by discovering ..... searching knowing

that is the secert to success

good luck

quote Love Hate And Respect

Love Hate And Respect

a quote 

Just like love ... hate is humain too

but most important is respect

so that's why we should respect even when we love or hate someone ...

YASMINE

Quote : Past

Quote : Past 


when you don't understand the story of a movie that you are watching .. you replay a part of it to understand

just like life .. sometimes we just can't go on in life without reviewing our pasts 

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quand tu ne comprends pas l'histoire d'un film que tu vois tu fais le replay d'une part de cet film pour mieux comprendre

c'est comme ça la vie parfois on peut jamais continuer a vivre normalement sans revoir nos passés 

Yasmine